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Tell us about your favorite pair of shoes, and where they’ve taken you. My favourite pair of shoes is my first pair of red bottoms. I was about 18 when I got them, and I was ecstatic. They’re so sleek and beautiful and make me tower like a skyscraper lol. They’ve taken me on adventures…
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Stop the Simulation, I Want To Get Out

Striding on this plane Thinking, it’s all a simulation I’m as real as I can be Given the current situation Feeling like an illusion An apparition trying to feel That cut through the delusion And made itself half real Only half though, not fully connected Fear follows close Screaming “you are rejected!” Too abnormal to…
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Beneath the Veil of Darkness: A journey through isolation and despair

This world is complex, and changing faster than we can keep up. Feelings of darkness and heaviness can often feel insurmountable. We can experience moments when it seems as though we’re trapped in a shadowy realm, overwhelmed by a profound sense of emptiness and exclusion. In this moment, I’m trying to explore the depths of…
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“And What Have You Done?”

“28 times around the sun, and what have you done?” That’s what someone had the audacity to say to me today. Initially it seemed strange to me, most people just say the generic “happy birthday”… I couldn’t determine if this person was saying this in jest, or just, being an asshole. So I decided to…
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Oh Sister…

Estranged or deranged, I’m not sure which applies right now. In the mental-health lottery, you drew the short stick, even though you only drew one, while I somehow ended up with three. Still, your untreated BPD is an impenetrable wall, and I no longer have the strength to keep trying to break through it. All…
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Why Star Trek?

A lot of people ask me why I’m so into Star Trek. (Non Trekkies of course) Well, it started by pure indoctrination lol. Both my parents were hardcore Trekkies, therefore there was always one episode of Star Trek or another on the telly throughout the background of my entire childhood. I was brought to conventions…
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The Souls Desire to Escape the Mundane
The soul’s rebellion against the mundane aspects of human life signifies a deep-seated desire for transcendence and spiritual growth. It’s a manifestation of the soul’s yearning to break free from the confines of physical existence and experience the boundless realms of the spiritual universe. I imagine the soul as a divine entity, a fragment of…
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I want it back
I want that inspiration back, that fire in my soul that seemed to spontaneously ignite, just a few short months ago. I was so ready, to take on the world, to do something to make a difference. It felt like a calling, like a sense of magnificence. I was sure amazing things were just around…
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Today, you win, but tomorrow…
Ok, depression, for today, You win. I haven’t the strength to fight you Any longer So just for this night, I give in. I will sooth myself, With comfort and escape, And maybe a nice cup of tea. I will sleep and refresh, Restorative and deep, Until I rouse to an immaculate day. Then it’s…

